this feeling cannot be real it's not my time to feel my soul seep through my pores leaves me wanting more look up at the dark night i suck my last breath
you fucking whore you fucking whore you said i was for you like you fucking cared did you really need me the time we shared now that you have lied you
4:20 in the morning yeah i can't sleep i've got the cold feverish friendly fears crawling all over me yeah it's my relief stare at the ceiling one more
hide away from the world and tell me do you like it now hide away from your friends and tell me do you like it now hide away from yourself and tell me
crawling through the darkness you'll be dead by sunrise coming through your back door i came to terrorize you can never get away you can never get away
Skin of gray, eyes of darkness In the shadows, bloody victims die Satan Nocturnal Blasphemous Nosferatu Demon spawn so intriguing In the dead night you
murder there's blood on the windows torture there's blood on the flowers pervert his head's now his football gutted guts exposed for all the asshole
Rage Rage Rage Rape Insane aggression, mutilate obsession trying to forget her younger years Insane logic, hidden in the closet Burning, learning her
Deny everything, nothing is real, Rely on no one, opportunity steals Tighten your collar and loosen your belt As the rich get richer, the poor go to
I'm writing a suicide note and you can't pull me out of this, my depression is too dark And you can't pull me out of this, my depression is too smart
deranged I stand alone flying above the zone to live and to die alone and I hate it craving a better place gather up in my face craving a better place
blasted past the cops blasted off the earth i found a new sky i found a new birth break away from here kill all of my fears break away from here kill
twisting and turning your spine changes lines all these emotions have you fucked up inside give it all up and commit suicide now you go and try to trade
dragons and race cars all of this may seem bizarre flying zombies sounds of war what's behind those locked doors sadistic weapons gory scenes terrific
Life is like a pressure riot and my head is caving in You wanna see me stoned, you wanna cough a little You wanna trench pill zones, you're gonna puke
feeling alive but dead inside choking on my pride delusions in my own mind why has this become my enemy what is this but the real me internal killing
ah yes I'm staring out a window into a life that is not for me and yes I'm staring out a window into a life of uncertainty it's surprising I choked through
everyday I'm feeling more distant that the day before this started I am not the same and if you ask me one more time I swear I'll cut you down further
